Where are you my dear friend?

Where are you my friend?

ivi bibliophile

Where are you my dear friend?
Where are you my friend
I wished you were here with me
In these hours of sadness
I would loose my head sometimes.
I wish for you to console me to be my support I wish for you to help me because im so lonely accompany me day and night possibly without remark.
Where are you my pal in this coldish night i need some energy for to survive
Could you possibly give m e some happiness, joy so I could save my unbearable soul and if you wish I would return it double.
I need you to be by my side,
I need you to come to me more
I need you to hug me tightly
And never let go
Dont let my arm without any reason
Please comfort my pain and suffering don’t leave me but help me recover my missing piesces.
Listen to me quite intently, because I need someone to listen to me to help me with my pains.
Just be there for me my friend and if you will be with m e by my side I will consider me my best friend from now on.
Let your smile illuminate my day
Let your eyes glow when you look at me becaue that is the key to my happiness.
Like I would reborn again.
So don’t lose this chance I give you and if you don’t except it then I will go
Without turning back
I will go so I can find another place another friend another life to share so I can breathe again.
To search for my meaning deeper about life in places when there is no pain.
And if you accept my proposal for saving me my soul then do it without straining back what are you waiting for search for me once more and ill be there to catch you.
And you were apsolutely right when you doubted my feelings, yes is true that I cant live without you baby, I need you to give me back my breath, to hug me gently, because I miss you so much my honey, I dreamt about you all this timedont let go simple as that!
Yes I am so in love with you I couldn’t even stand you are my everything the reason I breathe I dream about you since always thinkling about you gives me satisfaction to stay awake at night.
I love you my dear friend and I don’t know if this is what you know about me but I cant resist anymore I want you so much because I cant take it anymore this feeling that suffocates me inside that doesn’t let me be in peace.
You are on my mind 24 7 you stole my heart now you want to do the same with my head because if I cannot stay like that I just couldn’t resist you.
I loved you my dear friend and believe me it wasn’t easy loving you in silence from afar but my heart was stretched in million light peaces it wasn’t the perfect moment to come back to you in your arms and that warm hug of yours.
Since the moment I saw you, when your eyes saw mine for a split second the feeling was magical the chemistry was perfectly intriguing.
Just give me some hope some word so I can save my soul that would give me back my calmness
Just give me a kiss, a stunning look and then let it beand see what happens nextlet our destiny reach the highest level of exstasy to fulfill our dreams most occult.
Let the destiny come for us
Let us lead to our peace.
I love you my dear friend, I loved you since forever and today I will reach to you soon enough to our trail and it would be perfect so we could be happy like the groom and the bride before and after the wedding.
It doesn’t scare me to be with you again, I don’t fear I could easily bet in our happiness although it could mean that I could lose you all over again but that doesn’t mean anything now, you make me feel like the brightest star on eareth and beyond and give me strength so I could move on forward.
And yes I want something with you just another chance to fly together against all obstacles against all odds our love will always win! To find you through heaven and earth through the ocean and the stars through the sea just to get there with you to find you finally through all parts of the world if I have to its not important if I fail yet again because yes I want to fail again to yes I want you to be involucrade into your burning passion and stay like that forever. So to open our hearts and feel the chemistry which is insatiable and irresistible my heart yearns for yours I want you to be with me forever eternity. And answer me this:
Where are you my friend, near or far from me that is your decision.
Because what I want the most is this beautiful yet mesmerizing present of allthe best from destiny itself is to be with you by my side never letting go.
The present much lovable to find you there smiling with me that look of yours that yearns to be loved and cherished and protected to escape from reality in some secret Iceland so we can be happy there forever and ever.
Sometimes you thought I was crazy but it is the love much I have for you is that gives me the hope to make things right like they should be from the beginning.
Hope dies last, at least I think it does.
Sincerely Yours Ivana

Ах мил мој

Ах мил мој

Ах мил мој ти само да знаеш дека воопшто и не ми е грижа  колку x пати да ме блокнеш од твојот живот зошто јас пак ке се снајдам и ке се најдам пак и пак некако нечујно но полека … на врвот како и секогаш…!

Ако сакаш може да ти мавнам од таму горе некогаш бар да знаеш дека си ми значел ама што е сега тука тука е минатото на ветрот да го дувне в неповрат, сегашноста на нас младите будалчиња а иднината допрво ке ја оформуваме а ти ти не припаѓаш нит во минатото нит во сегашноста затоа што ти векје бледееш негде и си стак помегју времето и просторот со еден збор лебдиш мил мој и никогаш повеке нема да ме дофатиш за жал јас таму каде што сега сум не прифаќаат кукавици како тебе знај!

Таму е место специјално за оние луѓе кои храбро преземајки ризик вечно љубат не се плашат од ништо  и никој не може да ги запре ех тие луѓе се вечни тие никогаш и нема да избледнат од лицето на земјата ахм можеби ти прашуваш зошто епа мил мој тие се сетиле на нешто што ти ни во натгробниот живот нема да се сетиш знај!… и да она е тоа истото кое сега ти поминува низ ум додека размислуваш- единствениот доказ дека постоиш, мислиш, чуствуваш- доказот на разумот и чувствата во едно а тоа е едека некој некогаш ЉУБЕЛ! … силно храбро без престан  одејќи со самото постоење во вецноста на животот, станувајќи свесен за сопствената вредност ние специјалните луѓе тука лебдиме на вистинскиот пат, тука љубовта е таа која не штитизатоа што знае дека ние вечно сме ја бранеле и ке ја браниме додека има воздух во нашите гради, додека има црвенило во нашите образи црвена крв во нашите вени а ти ти мил мој не ме проколна не не грешиш ако мислиш така дека со својата себицност си ме проколнал сега и за вецни векови наназад… не не е точно затоа што со таа болка сто не напаѓа, друга среќна ѕвезда некаде далеку на небото се раѓа, потоа како некој нејасен пламен свтлуцкаст паѓа навидум мала и слаба светлина која сепак на крај сите луѓе в срце ги гаѓа

Ах мил мој можеби да одлучеше правилно ке слетав на твојата страна од гранката но бидејки го пропушти тоа останува само да ти кажам со среќа и ти посакувам се нај воживототуспех таму каде што застануваат твоите стапки остави печат- а мојата болка секогаш и секогаш ке се претвори во радост а нниз тој процес јас се возвишувам се повеке и повеке затоа што горам со пламенот на љубовта истата онаа која ти не сакаше да ја земеш да мил мој ете тоа сум јас а она таму светулцето младо едвај забелезливо сто лебди во темното и мрацно простанство си дада токму ти! Од мојата болка извира желба за креативност за пишување за ослободување на мојота чиниш изгубена во просторот и заробена во сон дусха која мозесе да биде твоја сепак фала ти за се што ме научи и што не ме научи затоа што ми даде сила да продолжам напред со својата болка да ја претворам во солза сто полека тивко капнува кон морската шир таа истата е дел од мојата душа која веке не е заробена даа слободна е и го изразува својот афинитет и квалитет преку својот креативен талент вивнувајки се полека но сигурно кон патот на светкавите звезди да оние истите сто ги гледаме секоја вечер на синото пронстранство нарецено свето небо!

Кога болката се претвора во креаативност моите раце добиваат цудна и специјална способност да реагираат сами по себе да посегнат и по најблиското пенкало земајки го и дрзејки го цврсто в рака и да се нурнат во длабоцините на вечното пространство да фала ти мил мој што ми го овозможи ова чудо овој дар како да паднал циниш од ангелите на небото ти благодарам уште еднаш за се почивај си одморај се и удави се убаво онака со својата рамнодусхност и така сигурно далеку ке стигнеш моето срце не е камен но не е и меко како свила туку како темната страна на месечината а знаеме дека месечината има појке страни зар не мил мој? Да тоа значи дека кога и да е таа ке се преобрази  или трансформмира во истата онаа првобитна состојба во која била во некое незнајно далечно време. Ах колку тие само всусност прекрасен и прилицно убав дарезлив за секого= насиот мил еден и единствен со еден збор Живот!

Love, hate and other stories

Love, hate and other stories

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Love hate and other stories
Yeah pretty much the same stuff about love and hate and vice versa a boy a girl a love story waiting to be written. Yeah, yeah we know how bestseller works, or should I say they work like girl on trains, girl with a tattooor simply on fire but they don’t work with me they just don’tand punto! An aspiring writer, waiting to be puplished yet another book about love or hate I should just don’t give a shit what other people say about it and just write the damn book already! But no It doesn’t happen on real life no real life doesn’t work like that it pushes you off a bridge it challenges you a bit hareder every time you fail you will feel wortless piss of shit scared lonely like theres no one else to help you and there is not believe me 
I drink coffee a lot and I don’t care if its healthy or not but I still love it to take a cup of coffee before sunrise and enjoy the writing life. Yes, you guessed wright im a free lance writer, what I do is simply called writing and believe it or not its pretty hard I struggled for months to write a simple world shitty I know but what can I do im a little bit of a loser and a sucker for good mind blowing stories that leave you breathless and guessing late at night.
She was my hero, my mother she was a opera singer
I loved her style she was simple yet gentle with an elegance that j lo or s j parker would envy. That s right people are strange that way should they fear something would happen to them or they fear the people they are jealous of? I don’t know that yet, but for your info im still hoping ill learn sometimes later in the bright future.
Lala can you give me some hope
I need it to build my story
I can do it
I just need more love
Love everywhere
The city the hall school university love love Love!
That’s my mantra my signature to feel in love all the time to fall hard but yet heartwrenching, pain and sorrow that made you cry late at night…

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How delightful it is By Annaliese Grffin

How delightful it is By Annaliese Grffin

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How delightful it is
By Annaliese Grffin

27 december 2018;
How cool it is to be a parent for a parent like Amy Watson that would be spectacular answer delightfully id saywith one word put perfect. She raised two kids on her own, little baby ellen and baby Patrisha. Her husband was out of town and a bad boy who loved to drink and smoked a lot. They broke up after a drunken night fight an d that was it. The break down love love and love some more the twins accepted their father departure id say at last very tranquil but they are only toddlers what could they possibly know anything about it. Lets just say that was for the best.

15 years later it was finally starting to make sense it was good she find a nice job at a restaurant her toddlers werte not so toddlers anymore they grow up fast
They go to school now
I loved the part of theyre growing up it made me a perfect proud mama.oh yeah life was so perfect again cheers for that everyone in the sweet neighbourhood accepted her all was well. Not until some crazy new family bought the house next door little didn she know that that would be her downfall and at the sdame time reawakening. Lets just wait and see about what happens next.

Theres a wonderful place out there waiting to be seen like since forever and that light in the darkest corner is whispering do you not realize that you only live once?

It feels nothing like December it keeps getting colder by the minute its frustrating and wonderful at the same time ehy because its December what possibily can happen in December except for holidays

How sweet it is by Annaliese Griffin

How sweet it is by Ivi aka Annaliese Griffin

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Clare and Lora been best friends since kindergarten
Claire Reynolds has a big crush on aa businessman named jack bornofsky
Lora is in love with him too
Would that break the bond between them or strengthen it you will see soon…
Hey there peeps my name is Claire Reynolds and this is my self proclameid diary
30 4 2010
Woke up with a headache today. My stupid alarm goes allover crazy and I tried to shut it down. Urgh go to sleep Claire! Urgh… no I have to get up
Im a business manager and my best friend Lora is a book keeper you know like a librarian knid of thing with great love of books she is very smart
I perhaps haven’t read since Tolstoy and im not proud of it either.
Were total opposites but hey how they say total opposites are drown to eachother were like twins from another mother.
I brush my teeth with cholgate paste for whitening teeth which I use frequently I mean I have to take care of my health. Then I go to the bathroom and hade a sweet longlasting bubblegum shower from Avon. My room is full of avon, maybelline and oriflamme cosmetics which I also use them properly. I have to look good I put make up foundation from alkaloid it’s the best and put Nina Ricci’s parfume its greatest
And yes im rich my father was a great business man so he left me some fortune before he died. So im a millioner girl and that totally rocks!
Sometimes later Im fully dressed casual wear jeans and a purple blouse put my labello vanilla taste and ready to hit the world stage! Now lets call my bestie Lora to see what shes doing I do that while I put my phone and pick my earphones and the sound of lady gagas paparazzi came out loudly.
Hello
Why do you mean hello its Claire dammit youtr best friend didn’t you recognize my voice?
Oh I its you what do you want
Grunts- just kidding hey claire whats up?
Nothing do you want after work to meet me at coffees and friends bar like exactly in 7 o clock afternoon?
Yeah sure I can whats bffs for?
Okay see ya then sweet cheecks- I said that and hung up
Man I love my love apartment everything what ore could a woman ask for? Well maybe same tall dark man would go on a date with her some day hmmm…

How sweet it is by Ivi aka Annaliese Griffin

How sweet it is by Ivi aka Annaliese Griffin

ivi bibliophile

Clare and Lora been best friends since kindergarten
Claire Reynolds has a big crush on aa businessman named jack bornofsky
Lora is in love with him too
Would that break the bond between them or strengthen it you will see soon…
Hey there peeps my name is Claire Reynolds and this is my self proclameid diary
30 4 2010
Woke up with a headache today. My stupid alarm goes allover crazy and I tried to shut it down. Urgh go to sleep Claire! Urgh… no I have to get up
Im a business manager and my best friend Lora is a book keeper you know like a librarian knid of thing with great love of books she is very smart
I perhaps haven’t read since Tolstoy and im not proud of it either.
Were total opposites but hey how they say total opposites are drown to eachother were like twins from another mother.
I brush my teeth with cholgate paste for whitening teeth which I use frequently I mean I have to take care of my health. Then I go to the bathroom and hade a sweet longlasting bubblegum shower from Avon. My room is full of avon, maybelline and oriflamme cosmetics which I also use them properly. I have to look good I put make up foundation from alkaloid it’s the best and put Nina Ricci’s parfume its greatest
And yes im rich my father was a great business man so he left me some fortune before he died. So im a millioner girl and that totally rocks!
Sometimes later Im fully dressed casual wear jeans and a purple blouse put my labello vanilla taste and ready to hit the world stage! Now lets call my bestie Lora to see what shes doing I do that while I put my phone and pick my earphones and the sound of lady gagas paparazzi came out loudly.
Hello
Why do you mean hello its Claire dammit youtr best friend didn’t you recognize my voice?
Oh I its you what do you want
Grunts- just kidding hey claire whats up?
Nothing do you want after work to meet me at coffees and friends bar like exactly in 7 o clock afternoon?
Yeah sure I can whats bffs for?
Okay see ya then sweet cheecks- I said that and hung up
Man I love my love apartment everything what ore could a woman ask for? Well maybe same tall dark man would go on a date with her some day hmmm…

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Where are you my friend?ivi bibliophileWhere are you my dear friend?
Where are you my friend
I wished you were here with me
In these hours of sadness
I would loose my head sometimes.
I wish for you to console me to be my support I wish for you to help me because im so lonely accompany me day and night possibly without remark.
Where are you my pal in this coldish night i need some energy for to survive
Could you possibly give m e some happiness, joy so I could save my unbearable soul and if you wish I would return it double.
I need you to be by my side,
I need you to come to me more
I need you to hug me tightly
And never let go
Dont let my arm without any reason
Please comfort my pain and suffering don’t leave me but help me recover my missing piesces.
Listen to me quite intently, because I need someone to listen to me to help me with my pains.
Just be there for me my friend and if you will be with m e by my side I will consider me my best friend from now on.
Let your smile illuminate my day
Let your eyes glow when you look at me becaue that is the key to my happiness.
Like I would reborn again.
So don’t lose this chance I give you and if you don’t except it then I will go
Without turning back
I will go so I can find another place another friend another life to share so I can breathe again.
To search for my meaning deeper about life in places when there is no pain.
And if you accept my proposal for saving me my soul then do it without straining back what are you waiting for search for me once more and ill be there to catch you.
And you were apsolutely right when you doubted my feelings, yes is true that I cant live without you baby, I need you to give me back my breath, to hug me gently, because I miss you so much my honey, I dreamt about you all this timedont let go simple as that!
Yes I am so in love with you I couldn’t even stand you are my everything the reason I breathe I dream about you since always thinkling about you gives me satisfaction to stay awake at night.
I love you my dear friend and I don’t know if this is what you know about me but I cant resist anymore I want you so much because I cant take it anymore this feeling that suffocates me inside that doesn’t let me be in peace.
You are on my mind 24 7 you stole my heart now you want to do the same with my head because if I cannot stay like that I just couldn’t resist you.
I loved you my dear friend and believe me it wasn’t easy loving you in silence from afar but my heart was stretched in million light peaces it wasn’t the perfect moment to come back to you in your arms and that warm hug of yours.
Since the moment I saw you, when your eyes saw mine for a split second the feeling was magical the chemistry was perfectly intriguing.
Just give me some hope some word so I can save my soul that would give me back my calmness
Just give me a kiss, a stunning look and then let it beand see what happens nextlet our destiny reach the highest level of exstasy to fulfill our dreams most occult.
Let the destiny come for us
Let us lead to our peace.
I love you my dear friend, I loved you since forever and today I will reach to you soon enough to our trail and it would be perfect so we could be happy like the groom and the bride before and after the wedding.
It doesn’t scare me to be with you again, I don’t fear I could easily bet in our happiness although it could mean that I could lose you all over again but that doesn’t mean anything now, you make me feel like the brightest star on eareth and beyond and give me strength so I could move on forward.
And yes I want something with you just another chance to fly together against all obstacles against all odds our love will always win! To find you through heaven and earth through the ocean and the stars through the sea just to get there with you to find you finally through all parts of the world if I have to its not important if I fail yet again because yes I want to fail again to yes I want you to be involucrade into your burning passion and stay like that forever. So to open our hearts and feel the chemistry which is insatiable and irresistible my heart yearns for yours I want you to be with me forever eternity. And answer me this:
Where are you my friend, near or far from me that is your decision.
Because what I want the most is this beautiful yet mesmerizing present of allthe best from destiny itself is to be with you by my side never letting go.
The present much lovable to find you there smiling with me that look of yours that yearns to be loved and cherished and protected to escape from reality in some secret Iceland so we can be happy there forever and ever.
Sometimes you thought I was crazy but it is the love much I have for you is that gives me the hope to make things right like they should be from the beginning.
Hope dies last, at least I think it does.
Sincerely Yours Ivana

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